lost

hari yg sangat2lah down....I don't know why. Perhaps its the realization that i would never meet that person again. because of the fact that hit me. it's very sad. i haven't been this sad for a long time. it's sad as if you're lose someone in life. the kind of sadness where i don't want to hear any other song except this one song. which i do not have with me. it's sad and frustating.for me, in life, you'll have many friends. there are some which you do not felt the connection eventhough you've been friends forever. and there's another kind where you felt it all click when you're together. this is the latter.
very bleak today. i hardly spoke a word today.i gave all my focus to work. then it was raining heavily in the evening. masa driving balik keje tu terpikir lagi menda nih...tetiba aku nampak pelangi. xpenuh. kat pangkalnye ajer. tetapi sangat2la bersyukur. masyaALLAH... there's so many beauty that ALLAH SWT give to us.
so guys, cheer up. lets live our life.
Thursday.12 April 2006.